soon it will be cold enough to build fires. and that’s a challenge we’re willing to take. the tree branches surrounding our cabin have the strength to hold the heavy, cold snow without giving in, and on this cold day i’d like to remind you that we’re no less capable. so open your front door and face the earth as it lies ahead of you. it’s an easy game to stay trapped inside our cozy bubble of wishful thinking, but i assure you the pain is worth the play- that our strength coupled with our willingness to feel the cold before the heat is exactly the kind of mindset that brought our coexistence together.
so drink sun water and let it alleviate you. build fires with the help of other warm hands. soon it will be cold enough to build fires and we’re more prepared than we’ve ever been.
FUR COAT by Bitching and Junk Food
Photos by I Hate Blonde
Listening to: Soon it will be cold enough to build fires
i blink vulnerability. it’s what makes me human. and it’s more endearing than you might think. a dash of doubt, a splash of lost, and a tingle in my heart that doesn’t quite know which emotion to gravitate towards.
i wish you would see it- that the runny wax from your candle heart is much prettier liquified. once reached the surface of its cold surrounded walls, the runny wax of your heart hardens. you follow your logic- that no one will break you if they’ve never seen you broken.
but one day you’ll get it- that those who make us vulnerable give us the rare chance of being human. for better or for worse. risking stabilized emotions. letting loose all that makes us vulnerable at a chance of gaining a little thing called being human. and it’s much prettier than you might think.
because this is human stuff, you know, it’s what sets me apart from the cold, consistent ground i’m standing on.
HAMSA TOP by Motel Rocks
SNAKE PATTERN JEANS by Motel Rocks
PLATFORM SHOE by Jeffrey Campbell x Nastygal
FUR COAT by Nastygal
Photos by Rachel Lynch
word on the street is you’ve come to disavow me.
CROP TOP by Life Clothing
EAR PIECE by Sami Ryan
SHOES by Jeffrey Campbell
TOP by Jac Vanek
SHOES by Converse
Photos by Ari Varley
it’s a beautiful morning here in
and the grass bleeds green
staining our palms
reasserting our feet
and we’re all standing
VINTAGE TANK by Grand Bizzare
VINTAGE PANTS by Grand Bazzare
styling & photos by Grand Bazzare